..... .... ... .. . mimi

crying over spilled milk???

well,this is life...watever u do u wont succeed,well maybe ur job only.what happiness are u looking for??can't u remember u are damned for life.since the day u 1st day that u realize to bring a knife to geylang on hari raya eve in 2002,ur damn the whole life.well u wanted it.since sue left u..u were thinking of just taking care of mom and dad.if that is wat u wanted then thats wad god will give u.thats my opinion.sue was everything to u.she made u laugh made u smile made u happy but u blew it.ur temper showed it all...i was very happy wen i see u wit her...but u blew it mimi.u blew it that bad.now shes engaged to someone,im happy to see her lyke tat..im sure u are too..but it took u a while to forget her...if i could recall it was at least a year and a half...

this is the time wen she got back from k.l..u wen drinking wit her..at ngee ann city uh...well after she left u,i noe u were suffering..still remember wen u met her for the last time at vivo wen i just only opened..the third day of raya in 2005,she broke her shoes so she wanted to buy a new one.then went to ps to go drink.after that u never saw her again...is she still working at starbucks?but wad she did to u was very awful..she always put her frens b4 u...but after a year u knew she wasnt the one for u.then u let go...i'm proud u finally did that...she also once told u that if ever once u went awol or go detention barracks she'll neva call u again.so u have to rite mimi?u had to go detention for 10 days...thats add ur fabulous history to a 3 months and 9 months stay at admilrity west prison...well good for u mimi...

after aue left u...u came to mit ur old frens...

u became an acoholic..u clubb nearly everyday..u neva went home..neva around...u became wad u were...u become worst..tat tyme wen u were like tat,i still remember u started to talk to shafa...

after sometime after u mit her..u change uh..i was shocked...u got u life back on track and changed for the better... after ns u got a job...stayed there till now...see where u are...well on ur way to ur promotion..i hope...den one day u decided it was time for u n shafa to get engaged...u worked so hard for it...i pity u but u forgot her in the proccess.mimi,if god would want u to be with her,there nothing that can saperate u.u forgot to make happy,to ask her if she had a problem...if she was happy.i noe i noe,she doesnt talk much...im disapointed wit u...once more u fod someone...someone u say u loved more than sue...u are pathetic...after shafa left u,u even cant hold urself together...i noe u did all this for her but...think...think of wad went wrong...correct it...win her heart back..u're just useless mimi...wake up!!!!!! quite dwelling at wat happened.get ur mind straight...if shes ur everything then change the world...make her fall in love wit u like how u did wen she fall in love wit u the first time..

i noe it hard but shes still here wit u...shes giving u chance...

this is the cabaran set by god to u,learning lessons 4 u to learn from.she have never hated u...4 me she still love u..but wat u have to do is to stop crying like a baby..be a man...put everything behind..and go for it...if it was meant to be then u'll be wit her...god will always ask u to doa for wat u want but u have to work for it too..remember mimi..'kalo jodoh tak ke mana'

so stop ur nonsense...get back to ur life..and get her back into ur life...

i noe u'll always be there for her and that u always love her...

forget ur past and look forward to ur future aite...

Monday, February 04, 2008 // 12:59 AM